we are young.

Wonder.

Wednesday, September 9, 2015 ? 0 Atashinchi ?

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm ever good enough in anyone's eyes; be it my parents', boyfriend's, or even friends and teachers...

As far as I recall, the last time I've made my peers proud was during the release of Y2 term 1 results on BB. Everyone was genuinely happy for me.

From then on, everything seemed to go downhill again. Yet a repetition of Y1 saga.

I'm trying to keep myself afloat for as much as possible, despite all of these incoming backlashes.

These days, I've been receiving derogatory comments and negative criticism from the people I love.

I wonder how it'll be like for me to leave this world without a single trace. Will anyone miss me at all, even if it was just for a brief moment? Or even cry buckets of tears over me while being filled with regret?

For now, I will not do such silly acts. But if the time comes whereby I cannot withstand this any longer....that's it.

Thanks for reading :)

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